C729 The Proud Lady
C729 The Proud Lady
Suddenly, she put her hands down and a look of shock appeared in her confused eyes.
"Could it be... that I really fell in love with him? No, it's impossible. He's so fickle and has so many girlfriends. I, how could I possibly fall in love with him!? I just... I like him a little, yes, I just like him." As she muttered to herself, her eyes instantly dimmed. She said sadly, "What I said just now, he must hate me very much. He must be very angry with me, right? Actually, how would he know what my true thoughts are? Sigh... My heart is in chaos, my emotions are complicated, so complicated..."
Jie Donglai, who was standing outside the gymnasium and waiting impatiently, looked at Fann Binn, whose face was filled with killing intent and anger. He rushed out of the gymnasium in a hurry and asked in a somewhat strange manner. “ Why did you come out alone? Where is Lee Shan? She went in to look for you just now. You've been inside for so long. What are you doing? "
Before Jie Donglai could continue, Fann Binn glared at him and said angrily," Don't bother me! If you want to find someone, go in and find them yourself! "
"What..." Jie Donglai immediately realized that something was not right. He reacted and said in surprise, "You, you guys didn't fight, did you?"
"Go ask her, don't ask me!" Fann Binn waved his hand in annoyance and walked towards the dormitory without looking back.
"Fann Binn? You..." Jie Donglai was confused, but he didn't care about calling Fann Binn anymore. Helpless, he could only let his figure disappear along the way. Jie Donglai asked curiously, "What the hell? Lee Shan and Fann Binn can fight? No, Fann Binn, a big man, quarreled with Lee Shan, a weak girl. Lee Shan definitely could not fight Fann Binn. She must be very sad now. I have to go and comfort her in time. Otherwise, when the two of them fight... Do we still need to perform for this show?"
Just as he said this, Jie Donglai, who had just reacted, immediately rushed into the gymnasium...
When Jie Donglai ran into the gymnasium and finally found Lee Shan who was sitting in a corner in the huge dojo, her emotions had clearly stabilized a lot. When she saw Jie Donglai, Lee Shan could not help but force a smile and say, " Jie Donglai, why are you here?"
Although Lee Shan's tone was very calm, Jie Donglai could clearly see the tear stains and messy hair on her beautiful face. It could be seen that she must have cried out loud just now. That delicate and lovely appearance was enough to make any man's heart ache. Jie Donglai could not help but comfort her, "Lee Shan, don't be sad. Fann Binn is that kind of person. He doesn't have a good temper, but his heart is very kind. Don't lower yourself to his level. "
"You already know? Fann Binn... He asked you to come?" Lee Shan looked a little flustered. She tidied her clothes and said with a red face," We didn't fight. We just had some disagreement. "
"You didn't fight? You didn't even see how scary Fann Binn's black face was when he went out. I've never seen him so fierce. What happened to you guys? If there's anything, we can talk about it. " Jie Donglai really did not understand. Logically speaking, there shouldn't be such a huge amount of anger on this show, right?
"You don't understand." Lee Shan lightly shook her head and said with a complicated gaze, "Actually, even I... I do not understand."
"What are you talking about? Why is it that the more I hear, the more confused I become?" Jie Donglai naturally did not understand the meaning behind Lee Shan's words. He said somewhat helplessly, "Since you guys are so noisy, then what about tomorrow's performance?"
" I quit. I'm sorry. " Lee Shan spoke directly and said apologetically, "I made Fann Binn angry. I believe he won't bother with me in the future. I think I should quit. " At this point, her beautiful eyes were filled with tears again. She choked. She said, "I, I may have hurt his heart..."
"Ah? You want to withdraw? No way, this program is something that we worked so hard for. If you quit, how could it be perfect? I believe that Fann Binn isn't a petty person. If there's anything you need to say, just say it clearly... " Jie Donglai was in a hurry to persuade him, but he suddenly seemed to understand something. He thought he was smart and asked in a low voice, "Is it... Fann Binn confessed to you. You, you didn't agree to him? You rejected him, that's why he got so angry from embarrassment? "
Lee Shan smiled bitterly and shook her head. She looked into the distance in the gymnasium. She sat down again and sighed faintly. "Jie Donglai, are you my friend? If you are, then sit down as well. I want to find someone to accompany me. Let's chat. "
"Oh..." Jie Donglai nodded blankly and obediently sat beside Lee Shan.
As if recalling something, Lee Shan gently raised her face. Sitting there was like a motionless fairy in the water, unstained by the mud. Her beautiful eyes flickered and her eyes seemed to follow her thoughts. She flew into an unknown time and space...
"Do you know? I have been the little princess of my family since I was born. My family is a big family, and my parents and brothers love me very much. Love me, almost not letting me suffer even a little bit. A little bit of sadness. Ever since I was a child, I've had a smooth sailing life, in my world... It was as if there had never been any difficulties, nor was there anything that I couldn't obtain. As long as I want it, even the stars and moons will be picked for me. "
Lee Shan spoke softly, as if she treated Jie Donglai as air. " After I grew up, I gradually understood that this world was actually very complicated. Interpersonal relationships are even more complicated. There can never be a person who can live without worries for the rest of his life. No pain. But to me, those difficulties and worries are like forever appearing in a movie. I have never come into contact with them, nor have they ever appeared. My family members always take care of me carefully... Until one day, my father gave me the first problem in my life... The first problem. "
When Jie Donglai heard this, he said in a self-deprecating manner, "You're so good, so happy. Unlike me, who was born with vitiligo and grew up under the strange gazes of others, it's only now that I've found a little confidence because of you and Fann Binn. It made me feel like I'm living like a normal person."
"That's right... Maybe I don't know how lucky I am." Lee Shan revealed a bitter smile and her beautiful eyes dimmed as she said, "When my father gave me this difficult and confusing question, my first reaction was to resist. Refuse. Because of this matter, I did not hesitate to go to another province to seek help from my relatives. "
"But later on, I realized that my father had decided on this matter. I had no ability or chance to resist the family's decision. Thus, for the first time, I returned home helplessly and unhappily. In pain, I accepted my father's decision, a decision that I didn't agree with. At that time, I really hated the man who made my father make such a decision. If it wasn't for him, my life would still be very happy. I would still have no worries."
" Oh." Jie Donglai nodded in understanding.
"Do you want to know who that man is?" Lee Shan turned her head and smiled bitterly at him. "That man walked into my world but did not stay in my world for long. He actually abandoned me without hesitation and did not choose me! You can imagine a proud princess, a happy girl who has never tasted any bitter fruit. How painful would it be to suffer such a blow?"
"The sense of superiority that I've built up since childhood, the pride that I've never felt was looked down upon. I've suffered an unprecedented blow. At that time, I didn't sleep well for a few days and nights. That man's figure kept appearing in my mind. His voice, his appearance, the heartless words he said, and the look of disdain in his eyes!"
He looked at Lee Shan's trembling body and the pained expression on her face as she clenched her fist tightly. Jie Donglai coughed awkwardly and asked softly, " Your dad... did he want to find you a fiancé? As for that fiancé... Abandoned you again? "
Lee Shan's body softened like a deflated balloon when she heard Jie Donglai's question. She nodded helplessly." Yes, I was completely defeated by a fiance that I didn't like. From then on, a crack appeared in my heart. Everything I do starts to become uncertain. I don't dare to have absolute confidence in myself anymore... "
"At that time, I realized that I had to understand that man. I had to find that man again and make him worship me under my pomegranate skirt. I had to regain my confidence in myself and become a happy and proud princess again!"
"Then... have you found him now?" Jie Donglai looked at Lee Shan with uncertainty and asked.
Lee Shan did not reply to his words but said helplessly. " So what if I found it? I was ignored by him again and again, and I was treated as air in front of him again and again. I tried, even at the cost of my own identity. I used some dirty tricks. But... but he was still indifferent. Not only did I not regain my confidence in the past, I was even more hurt."
"I gradually realized that in my heart, this man... It was already impossible to erase! The weight in my heart has undoubtedly started to become heavier and heavier. More and more... Until I finally couldn't hold it in in front of him... When I couldn't help but vent out all the pain and dissatisfaction in my heart... I finally understood how foolish I was. It turns out that he looked down on me... The reason why he ignored me and looked down on me was because he was afraid that he would be attracted to me... Do you think I'm funny? I feel like I'm a clown, trying to get an answer... But I find that this answer is neither funny nor funny, there's no need to look for it at all... "
"This person, could it be... Fann Binn?" Jie Donglai held it in for a long time before he finally could not help but ask. When he found that Lee Shan's delicate body suddenly trembled, he immediately said in shock. "My goodness... It really is him?"
Lee Shan's eyes dimmed. She did not say anything and just stood up silently from her seat. Without turning her head, she slowly walked towards the aisle until she disappeared into the darkness.
Looking at Lee Shan's delicate and moving back, Jie Donglai could not help but throw a punch on the chair and curse angrily, "This Fann Binn, I will go back and settle accounts with him!"